Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Does my boyfriend love me?

So I always tell him things like randomly for example "I can't go to vegas this weekend bc I don't have as much as I though :( ".. He says to me ya honey I don't think it's a good idea..Which I do not mind.. Then (btw just out of college poor as a joke 300 bucks left for 6 weeks) I say ya I only have 300 bucks.. He says well if you didnt spend it carelessly...didnt have pets...bla bla bla... I told him I don't honestly I buy cheap food.. need my computer for job purposes (had to order a cord)... tickets bc no one paid for my registration.. gas.. all of my "needs".. I don't buy clothes and spend it on things I don't need.. Haven't even gone out to dinner once... He also is always so critical of me saying don't feel bad for yourself you don't need to cry (my mom is losing her house)... I am looking for a job frantically everday but it's never enough.. I need this to just live... and support my pets who I know this is dumb to many but are like my kids for 10 years which don't take "that much out of my pocket" not enough to make a difference(less then 20 bucks a month)... He used to be so loving and supportive and when I'd cry he'd say you're really lucky you have such a nice boyfriend and things like that... Now this... We've been together a year. Does he still love me... I asked him one time why are you so critical... He said if I wasn't then you'd have to worry (idk bc he's critical of people he's never even met). I put this in here bc the people in this section aren't dumb like the people in "dating".

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